Tag: bnw
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Wild Thing
Perhaps I am not just a flowerSoft and delicatePerhaps I am a weedOr more than thatUnwanted but growingVigorous and wild Perhaps I am not just a flowerIndeed, easily plucked butPerhaps I am more thanThe grass you stompStubborn and persistent I am pliant and resilient Maybe I am not just a flowerMaybe I am something more…
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Succumb
Let your fire burn me ’til this longing is quenched,I’d be thrilled to submit to your passionate torment;Let your flame melt this frosty spell ’til I drip in elation,I’d be delighted to succumb to this ecstatic possession…
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Thrill
Penetrate the crevice of my oasisSlowly dip into the cleft of my wanton desireOr plunge like a skilled diverAnd swim with the waves of thrillUntil you find the sweetest pleasureThe pinnacle of our euphoriaTogether let us ride withThe raging tempest of ecstasy…
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Abandoned
You grew weary But here I stay faithfullyWith my fatigued soul You wandered farI wait for your returnPerhaps you’ll never come back Our storms were giganticYou were lanky and weakThe vows I spoke made you sick You left, I stayedAnd your words torment me moreEven when you’re gone Why did you make oathsYou cannot keep?
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Art of Deception
Hungry for power. Abuse. Fear. It’s dissipating like a virusPlaguing our chaste purposeThe more we try to curb the infectionThe more we are infectedStealth dispersion of infliction.We are downtroddenWe are doomedWe become victims. Abuse of power. Fear.They spread like wildfireAnd we are burningWhat’s the use of our struggle?Indeed, we are but lowly servantsBut do we all…
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The Abyss
The curse hasn’t been brokenwhen you tried to liberate mefrom the vicious clutch of misery,the misery you inflicted on me.Your promises were sweet,your kisses were addictiveand your warm embracefulfilled my heart’s desire, yet everything was ephemeral And I didn’t find my wayto dance freely with your fire,and your warmth didn’t permeatethrough the freezing darknessinstead, I plummeted into…
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Earthly Coercion
Rain me with your kisses, I won’t shy awayTo drink from your lips, I’ve been waiting for ages.With your scorching passion, do set me aflame.But would you love to swallow my sighs and cries?Nurse my wounds and kiss my scars?Embrace my nomadic soul and pacify my sorrows?Despise me if you behold my cumbersome thoughts?Or loathe…
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Tirades of a troubled soul
Tonight I lie down quietlyIn this cold hard bedWith this still nightAnd deafening silence.Yet my mind’s noisyToo loud that I can hearMy thoughts, my rants.Agonies from reminiscences,Tirades of a troubled soul.They’re screamingIn my headRestless, boisterous.I covered my earsWith my trembling hands,But I can still hear themGrating, gnashingExcruciating.I shut my eyes tight,But I can see themClear…
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Ghoul
Prophecy has it, you are no longer yourself.But, a hollow, an unnamed identityYou do exist but you do not live. As foretold, you are no longer complacent.Though you believe you are simply divergent,Everyone branded you the maleficent. You became the ghoul that extracts joyAnd resistance to ignominy you are not coy.You became the demented or…
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Affliction
This afflictionIs perpetual torture.Cries clogged my throatStingingBloodshot eyes,Heart-wrenching reality,Repressed lamentsAnd muffled cries… As I crouched down on the cold floor,Hugging my trembling kneesI let my tears fallUnder the cold waterWishing all this burdenWould go down the drain.But it didn’t.It torments me more.I covered my mouthTo suppress a screamYet my heart agonizesSeverely.I felt its faint beatingAs…
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Karma
Do not think that I chose youSo I would only let goWhen everything turned amiss.True!I did ponder on it a thousand timesBefore taking a step forwardAnd kissed that past goodbye. If you could be, (thought I,)Another erroneous judgment,So be it. Let it be,‘Cause fate welds it.Let us bask and savor the momentWhile we can,And let…
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Cursed
From a deep slumber, I rouseStartled and scared I scurried awayWanting to escape, to run far awayFrom the invisible monsters trying to vanquish me.With hurried footsteps, I left my roomUncaring if outside there was a storm.The need to get away heightened my spiritI must leave this cursed place at once.I run outside, it’s quite dark…
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Your Nightmare
I noticed how your face twisted with disgustWhen you saw me enter the room though with careful steps.Your lips curled up in irony, it made me wonderDoes my presence make you unwell?I tried to draw my face with a friendly smileBut you turned your head as if you loathe my existence.I tried to greet you…
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Linger in your hold
The night is old and exhausted to hearMy griefs and sentiments and fearTo let it out at once with the coldnessAnd the numbness and your carelessness Rain softly pours outside along withThe melody I created upon the deathOf my sense and your presence both(In my heart sadness was you quoth!) The rain did fall but…
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Tell me why must I slacken
Tell me why must I slacken, why must I stopAnd I’ll tell you I got no hold of my forbearance.Forgive me if you are fed up with my slopBut this wont cannot be held in abeyance. At times, I may be rebellious but with a heartConquerors I face to portray defianceA sworn duty I mustered…
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Goodbye
You tried to hide your pain, yet we knew you were hurting.You didn’t say you were withering until the moment of your passing.That night your lights went out and sleep stole you away,You plummeted into the abyss, maybe into eternal blissWhere you will live long as you had always said,Where you will be free from…
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I died tonight
Darkness caves in on me slowlyMy feet are stuck on the ground.The ground shakes, moving in circlesAround me, pulling me down,Swallowing me into its deepest core.I have nothing to hold on toI scream but it came out like a muffled cryAnd I choke on my fears until I slowly sunk,Plummeting to the ground.Someone’s watching me from…
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Coffee Mood
Your sweetness doesn’t charm me, wrath does.It pacifies me, complementing my cumbersome mood.I love the brewing hurricane, the aroma of chaosWaking me up in an elegiac morn, keeping me alive.How do you like your coffee though? Mine’s like that.
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Summer
May the summer breeze warm the heartOf those who were left, whose lovers hath depart.May their cheeks be kissed by the sun,May they never again be broken…
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She finds solace in the shade
Away from the beguiling schemes of colorsAnd tempting flickering lights,She finds solace in the shade.And there she chose to hide her miserySo you’ll never see her tears,You’ll never see her heart breaksAnd you’ll never catch a glimpseOf her smile ever again…
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Stolen Sunrise
If I had never kissed the sleep off your eyes,You wouldn’t have stolen my sunrise away.If I had never kissed the morning dew from your lips,You wouldn’t have stolen my soul away,And now I am imprisoned in this darkest cavernWhere no light permeates to subdue my grief.
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Thank you
There’s a lot to be thankful for… Though every day is a challenge and every step we make is a test of how far we can go, where will I be tomorrow is yet to be determined based on my journey today. I may halt at certain moments, and take a break but the most…
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You are my song
You’re like a songThat keeps playing in my head,Humming constantlyThat my heart memorizes every melodyReverberating through my soul.While you play in a loop,I keep dreaming of you‘Cause you are the songThat keeps my spirit singing.
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That Thursday Afternoon
Thursday afternoon I went on a trip with my friends. I was hesitant to go because I was sick but I went anyway, lol. It was all set so I didn’t want to miss it. But while we were driving along that long bridge, an accident happened. I think everyone was screaming and panicking. Thank…
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New Dawn
The sun will shine like a fresh dew in the mornTo quench the souls with a new love bornAnd the Earth shall smell of the purest scentThe sign of healing and beginning-A new paradise shall bloom.
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Pills
I took the blue pills and downed a coupleFor it says it will stop me from feeling blueBut I guess it was a hoax and I had no clueSo I question what is a fallacy? What is true?If I took the red ones would the pain goI need your smart opinion on what to doFor…
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Ramblings of a sick heart
I didn’t ask you to carry me on this journey, all I wanted is for you to be my guide.You knew from my past journeys, I got lost along the way trying to find the right direction.And when you found me you said you would lead the way.I didn’t tell you to smooth out my…
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Starting to befriend the devil
Had packed some stuff and put my sneakers onAll set and ready, gotta hit the road one more time.Headphones on turned the volume upReady to course through the effing odds.I stepped outside, greeted by the glaring sunForced out a smile, crossed my fingers tooAnd with a hopeful spirit, I heaved a sighWishing this day won’t…
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Alone
On a cold lonesome night, I dwell aloneNo warmth, no laughter, no light.Almost had I made a pact with sadnessTo tarry in its addicting loneliness-Tempting, bewitching darkness.Perhaps I was desperate to flee or dieYet sooner or later I shall say goodbye.I wallow in the pain, feel it gnaw at my fleshDevouring my sanity, waiting for…
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In Memory of Me
Her innocence was robbedHer trust was rapedShe suffered in silenceWhile you laugh deriding at her idiocy.Your sugar-coated words Sweetened her soulDamn! Curse you!You were a master of deception.You used to be her dream,But you gave her nightmares.To you, she was an insignificant story,Alas, you became her miseryAnd into the valley of death, she fledWhile her tears…
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How are you?
“Are you okay?” They asked.“No. I am dying inside and you don’t know. I am not okay in every sense of it but when was the last time you truly cared though you’ve been asking me how I was? When was the last time you listened when I needed someone to vent my grief? When…
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Flores De Mayo
We were going home one afternoon when we came across a long procession. And I remember my officemate said she was going to attend the Santacruzan mass etc. Vehicles were parked on both sides of the streets and spectators crowding. So, I had to walk down the road to go to my officemate’s house to…
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Torment
I’ll close my eyes to ne’er see the horrendous tragedy,Shut my ears against the screams of recurring agony.So, I must take a break from pain or sorrowAnd sleep like there’s no tomorrow.But if tomorrow I won’t see the sun againCertain that I will be saved from going insane.Yet, it will be a joy for me…
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Learning Myself More
Still learning and discovering those parts of me I haven’t seen yet and I’m saving space to meet them… Maybe I have been held by my past for ages. Maybe I was intimidated to go out into the light. Maybe I was too feeble to confront my demons. For a very long time, I have…
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Coffee and You
You invaded my life like a balm soothing my soul,Touched my bitter heart with your sweetnessAnd the bitter-sweet spell has perfectly blended in.
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A war broke out inside my brain
A war broke out between angels and devilsVying for freedom, perhaps supremacy And I can feel their strengths as theyHurl lances and mortars hitting my fences.I cry out in each blow, I tremble in anguish.This misery I endure, how will it vanish?Gladiators stomped in like giants Throwing fists, blades and armors clanking.For days, they battle unwavering they…
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Dope
Poured wine down my throatTo drown my wicked thoughts but,My heart cried instead. Tried to sober up I was already drowningIn pain and tears, tragedy. Nightmare tasted sweetFine poison aged like wineBut I puked it out… ‘Cause I will sufferFated to agonize moreTorture, sweet torture. The pain and pleasureOh, started loving itPain and pleasure more If…
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When he held me captive in the dark
I didn’t hold back the tears threatening to flowWhen the sunset did glimmer its final glow,I watched as the dim curtain drew inAnd felt its strong arms imprisoned me then.I could not wrestle off his steel hold,Tenacious was he, so I’ve been told.Oh, I recall a few wanted to put out my fire,Too obsessed to…
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Best Friend
“I saved my notes on thorns and (if I have any) my crowns.Scribbled some lines of laughter and countless frowns. In these worn-out pages, I poured my heart out and it felt like an endless quest.My ink was my tears, my sweat, my blood, my toes, my knees, my shoulders, my head (just kidding).Though I thought…
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By the Woods
I passed by the woods the devil might have lured mePerhaps I was mindlessly trailing the wrong way.Or maybe I was tricked, he jinxed me on this day tooWhen I thought I befriended him just a while ago.But I ain’t afraid shall he set some traps for me,I am ready to duel with him to get past this…
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Fading to black
Her mournful sobs doth echo in the night,While the crickets sing hymns of travesty;Her heartbeat faltering like the fading lightFor your affection, her soul’s thirsty.Then the church bell starts tolling death.Alone in the dark, she was shivering.Cursed she was, her illness was not a myth.Doom her life met, she was withering.
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Smudges
I wish I could paint my skin with sunset huesSo I could look bewitching even in this darkness,But these monstrous scrapes and scars, and lesions,Embellish my sky.Some tried to cover it up with lies and left even without a goodbye,And in the canvas remains the smudges of thoseWho tried to repaint it but fled with…
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Web of Doubts
I found myself mourningFor a love that has never been,Shattered to bitsFlown with the windLike it was never meant,For I was never once and never will beThe rhythm and the rhymeTo complete a masterpiece,For I was never once and never will beA whisper from your lipsNor a cry from your want and your needs,For I…
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The Gallows
Laid out all my cards like there was no tomorrowBut that bitter-sweet game only gave me sorrow.If I had stayed within the confines of my keepPerhaps I could still enjoy a peaceful sleep.But as selfish as you were, you wouldn’t let me beI took the fall, but my suffering, you wouldn’t seeWho should be blamed…
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Untitled
Some are meant to suffer,Some are meant to be loved,But this cursed life deserves nothingBut deathSo, let me sleep forever…
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Change
Seasons change and life seems an endless journeyAnd though we sometimes wish otherwise,Life ceases but time ticks by unceasing.And oh, the rain pours down unexpectedlyWhen just a wink ago, the sun was blazing,And who knows what might happen nextWhen life is full of surprises in betwixt.We witness the dawn break into new hopesAnd watch the…
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Happy Easter
Renewal of faith. A new outlook on life. There’s a lot to be grateful for. Acknowledge it. Positivity. …Sometimes it’s difficult to pull yourself from the dark pit and you think the only solution is death. Life is beautiful, if only we’re not too stubborn to look at the brighter side. We only exhaust ourselves…
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Solitary Confinement
Must I go back to where I wasTo the place where I was confined alone,When I wandered far from homeIt sheltered me inside cold walls.Though it kept me withheld in doorsAnd silence was my companion,It never let me feel sad and alone,Hence, on its shoulders I clung on.Perhaps I was blind for I couldn’t seeNobody…
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