Yoona

This affliction
Is perpetual torture.
Cries clogged my throat
Stinging
Bloodshot eyes,
Heart-wrenching reality,
Repressed laments
And muffled cries…

As I crouched down on the cold floor,
Hugging my trembling knees
I let my tears fall
Under the cold water
Wishing all this burden
Would go down the drain.
But it didn’t.
It torments me more.
I covered my mouth
To suppress a scream
Yet my heart agonizes
Severely.
I felt its faint beating
As I touched my aching chest
And
I was horrified…

Darkness
Is
Consuming
Me.

I shivered with fear
As I clawed at my chest
I could barely breathe.
I tried to huff some air,
One
Two
Three…
Hoping these demons will leave me.

The anxiety and panic attacks
Crippled me.

I 
Am
Alone

In this dark hole
And no one knows.